June 28 2025

I could see your vehicle parked where it usually is.
Did you know that one on the other side was mine?
It matches me, neon bright.
I could see your bedroom window, and the mirror, but no lights.
I mean, it was during daytime.

I know you weren't real to me.
I still imagine the day when you see.
I don't know why or what that would mean to me,
but oh, my God, I'm trying.

I saw your friend at my work.
She said hello and I was polite, I think.
I was polite, but I didn't really wanna be.
When I asked about you, they said everything was fine.
Is it really, in your eyes? Is it fine?

Maybe you believe your lies.
Why do I still feel the tides?
Pulling, pulling pulling pulling.

It's all starry visions of futures I can't grab.
Your coldness reminds me
wherever I am is all that I have.